Erkek kap\u0131y\u0131 a\u00e7t\u0131ktan sonra geri \u00e7ekildi. Ge\u00e7mesi i\u00e7in kar\u0131s\u0131na yol verdi.Ellerinde k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck yol \u00e7antalar\u0131, bavullar\u0131yla eve girdiler.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Bir tuhaft\u0131 evin i\u00e7i. On g\u00fcnd\u00fcr insans\u0131z kald\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 belli eden bir hava, bir yabanc\u0131l\u0131k kokusu sinmi\u015fti her k\u00f6\u015fesine.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Kad\u0131n salonun bah\u00e7eye bakan pancurlar\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7t\u0131. Nisan ba\u015flar\u0131nda bir ikindi \u00fcst\u00fcn\u00fcn h\u0131z\u0131 ge\u00e7mi\u015f g\u00fcne\u015fi e\u015fyay\u0131 ayd\u0131nlatt\u0131.
-\u015eu hale bak, dedi. D\u00f6rt bir yan toza bulanm\u0131\u015f. Ev bu durumdayken imkan\u0131 yok rahat edemem. Hemen kollar\u0131 s\u0131vamam gerek.Erkek salondan yemek odas\u0131na ge\u00e7ti. Odan\u0131n pancurlar\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7arken kar\u015f\u0131l\u0131k verdi:<\/p>\n\n\n\n
-Gelir gelmez i\u015f \u00e7\u0131karma ba\u015f\u0131na Allaha\u015fk\u0131na. Bir nefes alal\u0131m da sonra.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Kad\u0131n pardes\u00fcs\u00fcn\u00fc \u00e7\u0131kar\u0131p ast\u0131. Sobay\u0131 yakmak i\u00e7in haz\u0131rl\u0131\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
-Ev berbat olmu\u015f! \u0130yi ki d\u00f6nd\u00fck! Be\u015f g\u00fcn daha kalsak kimbilir ne duruma gelirdi?..<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Erkek y\u00f6resine bakt\u0131 bir daha. Bu ev, tertemiz, s\u0131cac\u0131k, p\u0131r\u0131l p\u0131r\u0131ld\u0131 her ans\u0131y\u0131\u015f\u0131nda. \u015eimdi ise, bu durumuyla b\u00fct\u00fcn e\u015fyalar\u0131 \u00e7ok eski bir zamandan kalm\u0131\u015f gibi yabanc\u0131, anlams\u0131z, so\u011fuk geliyordu ona.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Kar\u0131s\u0131 bir sepet odunla geldi:<\/p>\n\n\n\n
-Ben baya\u011f\u0131 yad\u0131rgad\u0131m evi! Sen?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Yard\u0131m i\u00e7in kar\u0131s\u0131na yakla\u015ft\u0131:<\/p>\n\n\n\n
-Ben de. Sanki hi\u00e7 oturmam\u0131\u015f gibiyiz burada\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Az sonra soban\u0131n yak\u0131lmas\u0131, salonun, yemek odas\u0131n\u0131n, mutfa\u011f\u0131n pancurlar\u0131n\u0131n, perdelerinin a\u00e7\u0131lmas\u0131 bitti. G\u00fcnl\u00fck ya\u015fay\u0131\u015flar\u0131n\u0131n y\u0131llard\u0131r al\u0131\u015f\u0131k olduklar\u0131 \u0131\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131 kaplad\u0131 evin i\u00e7ini. Soban\u0131n \u00e7\u0131t\u0131rt\u0131lar\u0131 ba\u015flad\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Erkek:<\/p>\n\n\n\n
-Ak\u015fam\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcn m\u00fc? dedi. Ne yiyece\u011fiz?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Kad\u0131n:<\/p>\n\n\n\n
-Bilmem ki? dedi. Hi\u00e7bir \u015fey yok evde! Bir \u015feyler al gel istersen.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
-Ne alay\u0131m? S\u00f6yle de ona g\u00f6re. Bilirsin \u00e7ar\u015f\u0131 i\u015fine pek akl\u0131m ermez.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Kad\u0131n, mutfaktan al\u0131p geldi\u011fi fileyi erke\u011fin eline tutu\u015fturdu:
-Mutfak bombo\u015f. Bu saatte ne bulursan al. Pirzola, ekmek, peynir, yumurta, marul, limon, ne bulursan al i\u015fte. Fileyi doldur. Ben de evi toplayay\u0131m. Sen yokken daha iyi \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131r\u0131m.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Erkek elinde file \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131. Kad\u0131n \u00e7ar\u00e7abuk temizli\u011fe giri\u015fti onun ard\u0131ndan. Salonun, yemek odas\u0131n\u0131n tozunu ald\u0131. S\u00fcp\u00fcrd\u00fc. Mutfa\u011f\u0131n fayanslar\u0131n\u0131 sildi. \u00c7antalar\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131p kirlileri ay\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Erkek bir saate yak\u0131n bir s\u00fcre sonra, g\u00fcne\u015fin kavu\u015fmas\u0131na yak\u0131n d\u00f6nd\u00fc. Fileyi, ald\u0131klar\u0131n\u0131 mutfaktaki masan\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcne b\u0131rakt\u0131. Kad\u0131n geldi. Fileyi bo\u015faltmaya, gelen paketleri a\u00e7maya ba\u015flad\u0131. Pirzolay\u0131, peyniri, limonlar\u0131, yumurtalar\u0131, derken pirzola paketine benzer ba\u015fka bir paketi ay\u0131rd\u0131. Eliyle yoklad\u0131. Burnuna g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fc:<\/p>\n\n\n\n
-Bu ne?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Erkek:<\/p>\n\n\n\n
-O mu? dedi yakla\u015farak. Ci\u011fer ald\u0131m. Kediye.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Kad\u0131n paketi masaya b\u0131rakt\u0131:<\/p>\n\n\n\n
-\u0130yi d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnm\u00fc\u015fs\u00fcn.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
-Nerelerde?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
-Ayvaz m\u0131?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
-Ayvaz tabii!<\/p>\n\n\n\n
-\u00c7\u0131kar gelir herhalde.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Erkek mutfak penceresinden yan yan d\u0131\u015far\u0131 bakt\u0131:<\/p>\n\n\n\n
-Hi\u00e7 mi g\u00f6r\u00fcnmedi?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
-G\u00f6r\u00fcnmedi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Adam bu sefer mutfa\u011f\u0131n bah\u00e7eye a\u00e7\u0131lan kap\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131k b\u0131rakt\u0131. Seslendi:<\/p>\n\n\n\n
-Ayvaz! Ayvaz, gel, pisi pisi\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Bah\u00e7eyi seslene seslene doland\u0131ktan sonra mutfa\u011fa d\u00f6nd\u00fc. \u00d6teberiyi dolaba yerle\u015ftiren kar\u0131s\u0131n\u0131n yan\u0131nda durdu:<\/p>\n\n\n\n
-Merak etmiyor musun?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
-Etmez olur muyum? Ediyorum ama, bu mevsim onlar\u0131n hovardal\u0131k mevsimi. Evde durmazlar pek. Gelir nerdeyse, diyorum.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Adam, g\u00f6zleri mutfak penceresinden d\u0131\u015far\u0131da, m\u0131r\u0131ldand\u0131:<\/p>\n\n\n\n
-Tuhaf! Her geli\u015fimizde, sinemadan, gezintiden d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015f\u00fcm\u00fczde kap\u0131da ayaklar\u0131m\u0131za dolan\u0131rd\u0131. B\u00f6yle g\u00f6r\u00fcnmeyi\u015fi tuhaf gelmiyor mu sana?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Kad\u0131n marullar\u0131 y\u0131kamak i\u00e7in muslu\u011fa yakla\u015ft\u0131:<\/p>\n\n\n\n
-Tuhaf olmas\u0131na tuhaf tabii! Ayvaz hi\u00e7 gecikmezdi. Ama on g\u00fcnd\u00fcr hayvan yaln\u0131z. Elbet bir ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131n \u00e7aresine bakm\u0131\u015ft\u0131r. Benim nerelerdeyse \u00e7\u0131kar gelir gibime geliyor\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Adam kar\u0131s\u0131na d\u00f6nd\u00fc yine:<\/p>\n\n\n\n
-Biliyor musun? Hi\u00e7 iyi yapmad\u0131k hayvan\u0131 \u00f6yle ortada b\u0131rak\u0131vermekle. Hi\u00e7 de\u011filse kom\u015fulara emanet edecektik. On g\u00fcnd\u00fcr hep sana soracakt\u0131m. Can\u0131n s\u0131k\u0131lmas\u0131n diye anmad\u0131m. Ba\u015f\u0131na bir \u015fey gelmesin hayvan\u0131n?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
-On g\u00fcnde ne gelecek ba\u015f\u0131na? Bir yerlerde tak\u0131lm\u0131\u015ft\u0131r herhalde. \u015eimdi neredeyse \u00e7\u0131kar gelir\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Adam s\u0131kk\u0131n, somurttu:<\/p>\n\n\n\n
-Gelecek olsa gelirdi! Nafile! Bana gelmez gibi geliyor\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Kad\u0131n ortadan yar\u0131ya b\u00f6ld\u00fc iki marulu, yapraklar\u0131n\u0131 aralayarak, muslu\u011fun alt\u0131nda iyice y\u0131kad\u0131. B\u00fcy\u00fck bir tencereyi suyla doldurup marullar\u0131 i\u00e7ine bast\u0131rd\u0131. Tencereyi kald\u0131rd\u0131. Kocas\u0131na d\u00f6nd\u00fc:<\/p>\n\n\n\n
-Kocaman \u00e7ocuksun sen! Hep \u00fcz\u00fcnt\u00fc arars\u0131n.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Sonra da kocas\u0131n\u0131 elinden tutup mutfaktan d\u0131\u015far\u0131 \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131:<\/p>\n\n\n\n
-Hadi, yard\u0131m et de bavullar\u0131 yukar\u0131 \u00e7\u0131karal\u0131m. Bu pat\u0131rt\u0131 kalks\u0131n.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Salondan \u00fcst kata \u00e7\u0131kan merdiven ba\u015f\u0131nda duran iki bavulu erkek, k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck iki yol \u00e7antas\u0131n\u0131 da kar\u0131s\u0131 ald\u0131. Yatak odas\u0131na \u00e7\u0131kar\u0131p, elbise dolab\u0131n\u0131n \u00f6n\u00fcnde yere b\u0131rakt\u0131lar. Adam karyolan\u0131n kenar\u0131na ili\u015fip oturdu. Kad\u0131n pencerenin perdelerini a\u00e7t\u0131ktan sonra kocas\u0131na d\u00f6nd\u00fc:<\/p>\n\n\n\n
-Oh! Nas\u0131l \u00f6zlemi\u015fim odam\u0131z\u0131!<\/p>\n\n\n\n
G\u00fcn kavu\u015fmu\u015ftu art\u0131k. Odan\u0131n i\u00e7i alacakaranl\u0131kt\u0131. Kocas\u0131 susuyordu. Gelip kocas\u0131n\u0131n yan\u0131na oturdu. Elini omuzuna koydu:<\/p>\n\n\n\n
-Sen \u00f6zlemedin mi? S\u00f6ylesene!<\/p>\n\n\n\n
-\u00d6zledim elbette!<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Kad\u0131n konuyu de\u011fi\u015ftirdi:<\/p>\n\n\n\n
-Kimseyi g\u00f6rd\u00fcn m\u00fc d\u0131\u015far\u0131da?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
-Suat\u2019a rastlad\u0131m.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
-Nas\u0131llarm\u0131\u015f?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
-\u0130yilermi\u015f. Yorgun de\u011filseniz ak\u015fama yeme\u011fe bize gelin, dedi. Kar\u0131s\u0131 \u00e7ok \u00f6zlemi\u015f seni.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
-Ne dedin?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
-Sen istersen gideriz, dedim.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
-Gidelim mi?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
-Bilmem?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Kad\u0131n kalkt\u0131. Derin bir soluk alarak gerindi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
-\u00d6yle yorgunum ki! Gitsek, sofra g\u00fcr\u00fclt\u00fcs\u00fcnden kurtulurum. Ama \u015fimdi soka\u011fa \u00e7\u0131kmak da ayr\u0131 dert!<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Soka\u011f\u0131n \u0131\u015f\u0131klar\u0131 yand\u0131 o s\u0131rada. Erkek de kalkt\u0131. Pencereye yakla\u015ft\u0131. Kad\u0131n elektri\u011fi a\u00e7t\u0131ktan sonra pencere \u00f6n\u00fcne geldi. Perdeleri kapad\u0131. Hala pencerenin kenar\u0131ndan soka\u011fa bakan kocas\u0131n\u0131n ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7enesinden tutarak kendine do\u011fru \u00e7evirdi. Ellerini al\u0131p, kendi beline dolad\u0131. Adam\u0131n g\u00f6\u011fs\u00fcne iyice sokuldu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
-Biliyor musun? dedi, tatl\u0131 bir sesle, bir haftad\u0131r \u00e7ok yorulduk. Bittim akrabadan akrabaya, tan\u0131d\u0131ktan tan\u0131d\u0131\u011fa ko\u015fmaktan!.. \u015eu saati \u00f6yle \u00f6zlemi\u015ftim ki! N\u2019 olursun \u00fczme kendini\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Sarma\u015f dola\u015f, \u00f6ylece bir iki ad\u0131m at\u0131p yata\u011f\u0131n kenar\u0131na ili\u015ftiler yine.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
-Can\u0131m iyice s\u0131k\u0131ld\u0131 \u015fu Ayvaz\u2019\u0131n gelmeyi\u015fine!<\/p>\n\n\n\n
-Hadi unut onu art\u0131k! Nas\u0131l olsa gelir. Bir \u015fey olmam\u0131\u015ft\u0131r merak etme. Kediler yedi canl\u0131 derler.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Adam kar\u0131s\u0131n\u0131n sa\u00e7lar\u0131n\u0131 ok\u015fuyordu yava\u015f yava\u015f.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
-Sanmam! Gelse gelirdi\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Kad\u0131n, kocas\u0131n\u0131n dudaklar\u0131na hafif bir \u00f6p\u00fcc\u00fck kondurdu. G\u00f6zleri \u0131\u015f\u0131l \u0131\u015f\u0131ld\u0131:<\/p>\n\n\n\n
-Can\u0131m, dedi. Ne iyisin!<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Daha uzun bir \u00f6p\u00fc\u015f\u00fc denediler. Sonra birbirinin y\u00fcz\u00fcne bakakald\u0131lar bir s\u00fcre. Kad\u0131n toplanan etekli\u011fini eliyle d\u00fczelterek kalkt\u0131:<\/p>\n\n\n\n
-Suat\u2019lara gitmeyelim istersen?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
-Sen bilirsin.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
-Can\u0131n s\u0131kk\u0131n. Bilirim orada da oyalanam\u0131yacaks\u0131n. Erken yatar\u0131z daha iyi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Adam da kalkt\u0131:<\/p>\n\n\n\n
-Fena olmaz.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
-Hadi istersen bakkaldan telefon et, gel. Gelemeyece\u011fimizi s\u00f6yle. Ben de sofray\u0131 haz\u0131rlayay\u0131m.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Alt kata indiler. Adam telefon etmek i\u00e7in \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131. Yemek odas\u0131n\u0131n \u00f6n\u00fc k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck bir balkona a\u00e7\u0131l\u0131rd\u0131. Saks\u0131lar\u0131 vard\u0131 orada. Kad\u0131n sofray\u0131 kurdu. Sonra da on g\u00fcnd\u00fcr susuz kalan \u00e7i\u00e7ekleri sulamaya \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131 balkona.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Biti\u015fik evde balkonlar\u0131na bakan bir pencere a\u00e7\u0131ld\u0131. Evin kad\u0131n\u0131 pencerede g\u00f6r\u00fcnd\u00fc:<\/p>\n\n\n\n
-Ho\u015f geldiniz kuzum! Nerelerde kald\u0131n\u0131z?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
-Ho\u015f bulduk can\u0131m!<\/p>\n\n\n\n
-Ne zaman geldiniz?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
-Biraz \u00f6nce. Bir iki saat oldu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
-Pek yaln\u0131z kald\u0131k do\u011frusu sizsiz. \u00d6zlettiniz kendinizi!<\/p>\n\n\n\n
-Biz de sizleri \u00f6zledik!<\/p>\n\n\n\n
-\u00c7ok kald\u0131n\u0131z m\u0131 \u0130stanbul\u2019da?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
-Topu topu on g\u00fcn i\u015fte! Yolu da sayarsan.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
-Bir \u015fey de\u011fil do\u011frusu. Gezdiniz, e\u011flendiniz mi bari?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
-Yorgunluk i\u015fte! Kalabal\u0131k, g\u00fcr\u00fclt\u00fc. \u0130nsan e\u011flendi\u011fini anlam\u0131yor ki!..<\/p>\n\n\n\n
-Bizim de niyetimiz var yaza\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n
-Daha iyi edersiniz. Biz hi\u00e7 iyi yapmad\u0131k \u015fimdi gitmekle. Hep so\u011fuk, ya\u011fmurlu gitti havalar\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n
-Sorma can\u0131m! Burada da \u00f6yleydi. \u0130ki g\u00fcnd\u00fcr d\u00fczeldi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Kad\u0131n s\u00f6z\u00fc de\u011fi\u015ftirdi:<\/p>\n\n\n\n
-Kuzum bizim Ayvaz g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcze ili\u015fti mi hi\u00e7?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
-Niye sordun?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
-G\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcrde yok da ..<\/p>\n\n\n\n
-\u00dc\u00e7 g\u00fcn \u00f6nce g\u00f6rd\u00fcm o so\u011fuklarda.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
-Nerede?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
-Kap\u0131n\u0131n \u00f6n\u00fcnde. G\u00fcne\u015fte b\u00fcz\u00fclm\u00fc\u015f titriyor gibiydi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Kad\u0131n merakland\u0131:<\/p>\n\n\n\n
-Hasta m\u0131yd\u0131 dersin?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
-\u00c7a\u011f\u0131rd\u0131m. Bir \u015feyler d\u00f6kt\u00fcm yiyecek. Gelmedi. Hasta olmal\u0131 herhalde.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
-B\u00fcsb\u00fct\u00fcn dert oldu i\u00e7ime \u015fimdi. Bir \u015fey olmas\u0131n hayvana\u2026
Kom\u015fu kad\u0131n omuzlar\u0131n\u0131 kast\u0131:<\/p>\n\n\n\n
-Bilmem. Bir daha g\u00f6rmedim. \u0130n\u015fallah olmam\u0131\u015ft\u0131r!<\/p>\n\n\n\n
-Geldi\u011fimizden beri meraktay\u0131z. Nerede aramal\u0131 bilmem ki!?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
-Yaa! Vah vah!<\/p>\n\n\n\n
-Turgut \u00e7ok \u00fcz\u00fcl\u00fcyor. Ben \u00fcz\u00fcnt\u00fcm\u00fc sakl\u0131yorum, o biraz rahatlas\u0131n diye\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n
-Yaz\u0131k! \u00dcz\u00fclmeyin, gelir in\u015fallah!<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Sokak kap\u0131s\u0131n\u0131n a\u00e7\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 duydu. Kulak verdi. Kap\u0131n\u0131n kapat\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 duydu \u015fimdi de.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
-Turgut geldi galiba, dedi. \u0130yi ak\u015famlar!<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u0130\u00e7eri girmek i\u00e7in geriledi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
-\u0130yi ak\u015famlar!<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Kom\u015fusu penceresini kapad\u0131. Kad\u0131n yemek odas\u0131na girdi. Kocas\u0131 sordu:<\/p>\n\n\n\n
-Ayvaz geldi mi?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
-Gelmedi daha!<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Kocas\u0131 ba\u015fka bir \u015fey sormad\u0131. Kad\u0131n yeme\u011fi getirmek i\u00e7in mutfa\u011fa gitti.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Yemekte, yemekten sonra yatak odas\u0131na \u00e7\u0131k\u0131ncaya kadar Ayvaz\u2019\u0131n s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc a\u00e7mad\u0131lar bir daha. Saat sekizi, sekiz bu\u00e7u\u011fu, dokuzu vurdu. Kad\u0131n birka\u00e7 kez, bir bahane uydurup mutfa\u011fa kadar, Ayvaz geldi mi diye gidip bakt\u0131. Erkek her cigara yak\u0131\u015fta, kalkt\u0131, bah\u00e7eye, balkona a\u00e7\u0131lan kap\u0131lar\u0131n \u00f6n\u00fcnde durdu. Camlardan d\u0131\u015far\u0131da Ayvaz geldi mi diye arand\u0131. Kulaklar\u0131 sesteydi ikisinin de. Duyduklar\u0131 en k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck g\u00fcr\u00fclt\u00fcde, ikisi de g\u00f6zlerini pencereye dikiyor, Ayvaz\u2019\u0131n s\u0131rt\u0131n\u0131 kamburla\u015ft\u0131rarak, cama s\u00fcrt\u00fcnmesini, pencereyi a\u00e7malar\u0131n\u0131 beklemesini g\u00f6r\u00fcr gibi oluyorlard\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Saat dokuzda kad\u0131n:<\/p>\n\n\n\n
-Ben yataca\u011f\u0131m, uykum geldi, dedi. Kalkt\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Erkek:<\/p>\n\n\n\n
-Peki, dedi, beraber \u00e7\u0131kal\u0131m.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Yatak odas\u0131n\u0131n elektri\u011fini a\u00e7\u0131p kap\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 kapad\u0131lar. Hi\u00e7bir \u015fey konu\u015fmadan pencereye do\u011fru ilerledi ikisi de. Erkek perdeyi ucundan aralay\u0131p bir daha d\u0131\u015far\u0131 bakt\u0131. Sonra perdeyi elinden b\u0131rakt\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Kad\u0131n \u00e7oraplar\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7\u0131kart\u0131rken:<\/p>\n\n\n\n
-Hakl\u0131s\u0131n, dedi. Biri eksilmi\u015f gibi sanki evden!\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Erkek pencereden ayr\u0131ld\u0131. Ceketini \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131. Sandalyenin gerisine ast\u0131:<\/p>\n\n\n\n
-Asl\u0131nda da \u00f6yle. \u00dc\u00e7 canl\u0131yd\u0131k bu evde\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n
-\u00c7ok \u00fcz\u00fcld\u00fcm. Ak\u015famdan beri kendimi zor tuttum.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
-Y\u00fcz\u00fcnden, sesinden belliydi. Sen benden \u00e7ok severdin Ayvaz\u2019\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Kad\u0131n gece lambas\u0131n\u0131 yak\u0131p elektri\u011fi s\u00f6nd\u00fcrd\u00fc. Elbisesini iki eliyle eteklerinden tutarak ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcnden \u00e7ekip \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131. Geceli\u011fini giydi. Yata\u011fa girdi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
-Mutfakta yeme\u011fi haz\u0131rlarken hep ayaklar\u0131m\u0131n dibinde dola\u015f\u0131yor sand\u0131m.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Erkek pijamalar\u0131n\u0131 giyiyordu hen\u00fcz:<\/p>\n\n\n\n
-Ben de yemekte masan\u0131n alt\u0131nda arand\u0131m hep\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n
-Sofray\u0131 kald\u0131r\u0131rken, tabaklar\u0131 mutfa\u011fa g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcrken hep yan\u0131m s\u0131ra geliyor gibiydi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
-Koltu\u011fa, divana bak\u0131nca, sanki k\u0131vr\u0131l\u0131p yatt\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcr gibi oldum b\u00fct\u00fcn gece\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Kad\u0131n yorgan\u0131 g\u00f6\u011fs\u00fc hizas\u0131na \u00e7ekerek yata\u011fa yerle\u015fti:<\/p>\n\n\n\n
-Ben de\u2026 \u00c7ok ac\u0131d\u0131m. Bir insan kadar ac\u0131d\u0131m\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Erkek gelip kar\u0131s\u0131n\u0131n yan\u0131na uzand\u0131. K\u0131sa bir sessizlik ge\u00e7ti aralar\u0131nda. Az sonra erkek sessizli\u011fi bozdu:<\/p>\n\n\n\n
-Ka\u00e7 ya\u015f\u0131na kadar ya\u015far kediler?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Kad\u0131n g\u00f6zkapaklar\u0131n\u0131 k\u0131sarak az d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc:<\/p>\n\n\n\n
-Bilmem? dedi. Ama on y\u0131ldan uzun ya\u015farlar herhalde.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u0130kisi de yine dald\u0131lar. Erkek:<\/p>\n\n\n\n
-\u00d6yle ya, dedi, on be\u015f y\u0131l ya\u015farlar\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Kad\u0131n yineledi:<\/p>\n\n\n\n
-Herhalde!<\/p>\n\n\n\n
-Ayvaz daha alt\u0131 ya\u015f\u0131ndayd\u0131!<\/p>\n\n\n\n
-Vakitsiz \u00f6lebilir! Ama belki de \u00f6lmemi\u015ftir.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
K\u0131sa bir sessizlik daha ge\u00e7ti aralar\u0131nda.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
-Kim bilir? dedi erkek. Oras\u0131n\u0131 hi\u00e7 bilmeyece\u011fiz. Cins kediler \u00f6l\u00fcs\u00fcn\u00fc g\u00f6stermez.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Kar\u0131s\u0131n\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcnden uzan\u0131p gece lambas\u0131n\u0131 s\u00f6nd\u00fcrd\u00fc.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Necati Cumal\u0131, De\u011fi\u015fik G\u00f6zle (Al\u0131nt\u0131d\u0131r.)<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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