Baz\u0131 yolculuklar g\u00f6\u011fe do\u011fru ba\u015flar, fakat insan\u0131 kendi i\u00e7ine g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcr. Elini tuttu\u011fumuzda ayaklar\u0131 yerden kesilen birinin ard\u0131ndan bakarken, u\u00e7u\u015fla d\u00fc\u015f\u00fc\u015f aras\u0131ndaki o ince \u00e7izgide bekleriz. G\u00fcne\u015fe y\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc d\u00f6nen, sonra s\u0131rt\u0131n\u0131 veren; uzakla\u015f\u0131rken gidene benzemeyen birinin hik\u00e2yesidir bu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Burada r\u00fcya, unutman\u0131n ba\u015fka bir bi\u00e7imi; u\u00e7mak, kurtulu\u015f kadar d\u00fc\u015f\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn de ad\u0131. Ku\u015flar, zincirler, radarlar, g\u00fcne\u015f, ya\u011fmur ve kapanan pencereler ayn\u0131 hik\u00e2yenin farkl\u0131 i\u015faretleri gibi belirir. Her \u015fey y\u00fckselmek isterken bir \u015fey mutlaka a\u015fa\u011f\u0131ya \u00e7a\u011f\u0131r\u0131r insan\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ve sonunda geriye bir d\u00fc\u015f kal\u0131r. \u00c7\u00f6z\u00fclmeyi bekleyen harfleri, hat\u0131rlanmayan s\u00f6zleri, g\u00fcne\u015f kar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda as\u0131l\u0131 kalm\u0131\u015f temiz \u00e7ama\u015f\u0131rlar\u0131yla. Belki de \u015fiir tam burada ba\u015flar: \u0130nsan d\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc\u011f\u00fc yerden de\u011fil, d\u00fc\u015f\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fc anlamland\u0131rmaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131 yerden konu\u015fmaya ba\u015flar.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u0130lk sendin elini tutunca ayaklar\u0131 yerden kesilen<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Hep ayn\u0131 kalman\u0131n laneti \u00fczerinden gitti<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u0130lk u\u00e7u\u015fundu ya da ka\u00e7\u0131nc\u0131 acemili\u011fin<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Y\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc ayd\u0131nlatan g\u00fcne\u015fe s\u0131rt\u0131n\u0131 d\u00f6nerek d\u00f6ne d\u00f6ne<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Yine y\u00fcz\u00fcn sonra s\u0131rt\u0131n ve yine<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Y\u00fckseliyordun uzakla\u015f\u0131yordun gidene benzemiyordun<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u0130stiyordum, devam etmeye devam etmek<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Sa\u011flam ipler, metal zincirler, bol g\u00fcne\u015f<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Yolun tozu kalk\u0131yor, tepelerde \u00fc\u00e7 \u00e7e\u015fit ku\u015f<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Havalan\u0131yorlar b\u00fct\u00fcn, b\u00fcy\u00fck, b\u00fcy\u00fcl\u00fc<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Orada merhamet varm\u0131\u015f, u\u00e7u\u015funu izleyen<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Kadim dinlerde \u00f6l\u00fcmden sonra u\u00e7ar, kay\u0131p bir dil gibi ruh<\/p>\n\n\n\n
R\u00fczg\u00e2ra kap\u0131l\u0131p gitmenin g\u00f6k kat\u0131nda bir an\u0131t\u0131<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u00c7\u0131rp\u0131n\u0131\u015f\u0131n tutsa\u011f\u0131, hologram g\u00f6sterisi<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Bir r\u00fcyada her \u015feyin sonunu \u00f6zetleyen<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Zaman\u0131n kar\u015f\u0131s\u0131na al\u0131p bir r\u00fcyay\u0131 koy<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u00c7irkinse de koy yitmi\u015fse de bir unutu\u015fla<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Kanl\u0131 kavgas\u0131nda d\u00fcnyan\u0131n, kalbinin yede\u011fini al<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Kabu\u011funu k\u0131rmas\u0131n diye her dokunan eliyle<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Uzaklar\u0131 koy, \u00e7ok uzaklar\u0131, sabah uyanmay\u0131 kolayla\u015ft\u0131ran<\/p>\n\n\n\n
K\u0131\u015f bast\u0131r\u0131nca odaya kapatan hafta sonlar\u0131n\u0131 koy<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u0130\u00e7inden kolay \u00e7\u0131k\u0131lmayan bir r\u00fcya olsun geriye do\u011fru say<\/p>\n\n\n\n
U\u00e7ak radarlar\u0131na tak\u0131lan ku\u015flar\u0131 topla s\u00fcr\u00fcs\u00fcyle boy<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Bir uyurgezerin haz\u0131rl\u0131\u011f\u0131 gibi toy<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc d\u00fc\u015ft\u00fcn u\u00e7makla kurtulaca\u011f\u0131n o yerde<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc d\u00fc\u015ft\u00fcn<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Bir intihar s\u00fcs\u00fc gibi g\u00fcne\u015fe kar\u015f\u0131 as\u0131lm\u0131\u015f temiz \u00e7ama\u015f\u0131rlar<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc d\u00fc\u015ft\u00fcn<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u00c7in porseleni gibi s\u00f6zlerin hi\u00e7 ak\u0131lda kalmad\u0131<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc d\u00fc\u015ft\u00fcn<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ya\u011fmurla biten bir piknikten kalm\u0131\u015f gibi \u00e7\u00fcr\u00fcd\u00fcn<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Pencereni kapat, sonsuz k\u0131zaran g\u00fcnbat\u0131m\u0131nda<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Harfleri \u00e7\u00f6zece\u011fiz, biten r\u00fcyalarda ya\u015fayan.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Baz\u0131 yolculuklar g\u00f6\u011fe do\u011fru ba\u015flar, fakat insan\u0131 kendi i\u00e7ine g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcr. Elini tuttu\u011fumuzda ayaklar\u0131 yerden kesilen birinin ard\u0131ndan bakarken, u\u00e7u\u015fla d\u00fc\u015f\u00fc\u015f aras\u0131ndaki o ince \u00e7izgide bekleriz. G\u00fcne\u015fe y\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc d\u00f6nen, sonra s\u0131rt\u0131n\u0131 veren; uzakla\u015f\u0131rken gidene benzemeyen birinin hik\u00e2yesidir bu. Burada r\u00fcya, unutman\u0131n ba\u015fka bir bi\u00e7imi; u\u00e7mak, kurtulu\u015f kadar d\u00fc\u015f\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn de ad\u0131. Ku\u015flar, zincirler, radarlar, g\u00fcne\u015f, ya\u011fmur ve …<\/p>\n<\/div>","protected":false},"author":8,"featured_media":9505,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_eb_attr":"","footnotes":"","_members_access_role":[],"_members_access_error":""},"categories":[80],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-9460","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-siir"],"rttpg_featured_image_url":{"full":["https:\/\/yazinulkesi.com.tr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/09\/ordan-merhamet-varmis.png",1563,1250,false],"landscape":["https:\/\/yazinulkesi.com.tr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/09\/ordan-merhamet-varmis.png",1563,1250,false],"portraits":["https:\/\/yazinulkesi.com.tr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/09\/ordan-merhamet-varmis.png",1563,1250,false],"thumbnail":["https:\/\/yazinulkesi.com.tr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/09\/ordan-merhamet-varmis-150x120.png",150,120,true],"medium":["https:\/\/yazinulkesi.com.tr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/09\/ordan-merhamet-varmis-300x240.png",300,240,true],"large":["https:\/\/yazinulkesi.com.tr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/09\/ordan-merhamet-varmis-1024x819.png",1024,819,true],"1536x1536":["https:\/\/yazinulkesi.com.tr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/09\/ordan-merhamet-varmis-1536x1228.png",1536,1228,true],"2048x2048":["https:\/\/yazinulkesi.com.tr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/09\/ordan-merhamet-varmis.png",1563,1250,false],"codate_slider":["https:\/\/yazinulkesi.com.tr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/09\/ordan-merhamet-varmis-1563x1000.png",1563,1000,true],"codate_item":["https:\/\/yazinulkesi.com.tr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/09\/ordan-merhamet-varmis-550x350.png",550,350,true],"codate_item_vetical":["https:\/\/yazinulkesi.com.tr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/09\/ordan-merhamet-varmis-500x800.png",500,800,true],"codate_item_masonry":["https:\/\/yazinulkesi.com.tr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/09\/ordan-merhamet-varmis-550x440.png",550,440,true],"codate_blog":["https:\/\/yazinulkesi.com.tr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/09\/ordan-merhamet-varmis-417x340.png",417,340,true],"codate_single":["https:\/\/yazinulkesi.com.tr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/09\/ordan-merhamet-varmis-852x500.png",852,500,true],"codate_tabs":["https:\/\/yazinulkesi.com.tr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/09\/ordan-merhamet-varmis-90x90.png",90,90,true]},"rttpg_author":{"display_name":"Burak \u00c7elik","author_link":"https:\/\/yazinulkesi.com.tr\/author\/editorburak"},"rttpg_comment":0,"rttpg_category":"Buras\u0131 Bir \u015eiir<\/a>","rttpg_excerpt":"Baz\u0131 yolculuklar g\u00f6\u011fe do\u011fru ba\u015flar, fakat insan\u0131 kendi i\u00e7ine g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcr. Elini tuttu\u011fumuzda ayaklar\u0131 yerden kesilen birinin ard\u0131ndan bakarken, u\u00e7u\u015fla d\u00fc\u015f\u00fc\u015f aras\u0131ndaki o ince \u00e7izgide bekleriz. G\u00fcne\u015fe y\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc d\u00f6nen, sonra s\u0131rt\u0131n\u0131 veren; uzakla\u015f\u0131rken gidene benzemeyen birinin hik\u00e2yesidir bu. Burada r\u00fcya, unutman\u0131n ba\u015fka bir bi\u00e7imi; u\u00e7mak, kurtulu\u015f kadar d\u00fc\u015f\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn de ad\u0131. Ku\u015flar, zincirler, radarlar, g\u00fcne\u015f, ya\u011fmur ve…","_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/yazinulkesi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/9460","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/yazinulkesi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/yazinulkesi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/yazinulkesi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/8"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/yazinulkesi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=9460"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/yazinulkesi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/9460\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":9462,"href":"https:\/\/yazinulkesi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/9460\/revisions\/9462"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/yazinulkesi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/9505"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/yazinulkesi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=9460"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/yazinulkesi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=9460"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/yazinulkesi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=9460"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}