{"id":8414,"date":"2026-05-20T13:56:18","date_gmt":"2026-05-20T10:26:18","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/yazinulkesi.com.tr\/?p=8414"},"modified":"2026-05-20T13:56:19","modified_gmt":"2026-05-20T10:26:19","slug":"melih-cevdet-anday-teknenin-olumu","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/yazinulkesi.com.tr\/?p=8414","title":{"rendered":"Melih Cevdet Anday-Teknenin \u00d6l\u00fcm\u00fc"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p>Melih Cevdet Anday\u2019\u0131n <em>Teknenin \u00d6l\u00fcm\u00fc<\/em> \u015fiiri, yaln\u0131zca bir teknenin sonunu anlatmaz; insan\u0131n varolu\u015fla, zamanla ve \u00f6l\u00fcmle kurdu\u011fu kadim ili\u015fkiyi de sorgular. Deniz burada bir mek\u00e2ndan \u00e7ok haf\u0131zad\u0131r; tekne ise s\u00fcr\u00fcklenen, arayan, yorulan ve sonunda par\u00e7alanan insan ruhu. Anday\u2019\u0131n yo\u011fun imgelerle \u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fc bu uzun \u015fiir, okuru bir yolculu\u011fa \u00e7\u0131kar\u0131rken k\u0131y\u0131 ile sonsuzluk, ya\u015fam ile \u00f6l\u00fcm aras\u0131nda sal\u0131nan derin bir i\u00e7 konu\u015fmaya d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr. Her dize, yaln\u0131zl\u0131\u011f\u0131n deniz kadar eski yasas\u0131n\u0131 yeniden hat\u0131rlat\u0131r: Yolculuk biter, tekneler da\u011f\u0131l\u0131r, fakat insan\u0131n i\u00e7indeki aray\u0131\u015f kolay kolay sona ermez.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Kara yak\u0131nd\u0131 \u00f6nce, hem \u00e7ok yak\u0131n,<br>Elimi uzatsam tutard\u0131.<br>Y\u0131ld\u0131zs\u0131z teknemdi inip \u00e7\u0131kan gece,<br>Kurumu\u015f gece, kum, k\u00f6m\u00fcr, arduvaz\u2026<br>Kara yak\u0131nd\u0131 \u00f6nce, hem \u00e7ok yak\u0131n,<br>Denizleyin inip \u00e7\u0131kan \u00f6n\u00fcmde<br>Bir tanr\u0131n\u0131n atardamar\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>A\u00e7t\u0131m, yorgundum ama uykum yoktu.<br>G\u00fcnlerce yekesiz yelkensiz<br>Ne de \u00e7ok ku\u015f tak\u0131lm\u0131\u015ft\u0131 ard\u0131m\u0131za,<br>Ne \u00e7ok harman g\u00f6rd\u00fcm k\u00f6p\u00fckten beyaz\u2026<br>A\u00e7t\u0131m, yorgundum ama uykum yoktu.<br>G\u00fcne\u015fler hala sa\u011f\u0131mda solumda,<br>S\u00fcrer gibiydi a\u00e7\u0131k deniz.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Deniz en ince hayvan\u0131 belle\u011fin<br>Nerden kalkt\u0131m, o r\u0131ht\u0131m, o \u00e7an\u2026<br>Bilmiyorum o g\u00f6k k\u0131y\u0131 nereye gitti!<br>Bir masal \u015febboyu \u00e7arm\u0131htaki yaz.<br>Deniz en ince hayvan\u0131 belle\u011fin<br>bir ku\u015fluk vakti tanr\u0131n\u0131n sevdi\u011fi<br>G\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcr zaman yaratan.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Canl\u0131 m\u0131yd\u0131m? O u\u011fursuz k\u0131y\u0131da<br>\u00d6ld\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm g\u00fcn de bilemedim.<br>Hep o sallant\u0131, o devinim, o avc\u0131l<br>Bayrak, bir a\u015f tenceresi, bir az<br>K\u00fcf\u00fcr, kar\u0131 k\u0131z \u00f6yk\u00fcleri, sonra<br>Dipteki \u00f6l\u00fclerin f\u0131s\u0131l f\u0131s\u0131l<br>Konu\u015fmalar\u0131n\u0131 dinledim.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Do\u011fdum mu? Nas\u0131l? Belki bir tezlik<br>Yeli k\u0131m\u0131ldad\u0131, kan gibi.<br>A\u011fa\u00e7 ve k\u0131zak, demir, ya\u011f, halat, katran,<br>Boya kutular\u0131, s\u00fcnger, tel ve gaz\u2026<br>Derken g\u00fcn kokulu y\u00fcre\u011fimdi ilk<br>Yap\u0131n\u0131n bo\u015f g\u00f6m\u00fct\u00fcnde dikili<br>Sab\u0131rs\u0131z kaburgama \u00e7arpan.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Ruh, \u015farab\u0131 g\u00f6rd\u00fc \u00fcz\u00fcmden \u00f6nce<br>S\u00fct, kan olmak i\u00e7in devinir<br>Tohum bildi herkesten \u00f6nce ekme\u011fi<br>G\u00fcn, denizi sal\u0131vermeden batmaz.<br>Ruh, \u015farab\u0131 g\u00f6rd\u00fc \u00fcz\u00fcmden \u00f6nce<br>A\u011fa\u00e7 ne diye kalkt\u0131 \u00e7i\u00e7eklendi,<br>Denize inmesi nedendir?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Ah yaln\u0131zl\u0131\u011f\u0131n g\u00f6m\u00fck kap\u0131lar\u0131,<br>Ays\u0131z ay\u0131\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131 gibiydim,<br>Geceleyin gece, g\u00fcnd\u00fczleyin g\u00fcn<br>Gibi suyun alt\u0131navuran yalaz.<br>Ah yaln\u0131zl\u0131\u011f\u0131n g\u00f6m\u00fck kap\u0131lar\u0131<br>Bir ya\u011fmuru dinlercesine b\u00fct\u00fcn<br>Anlar\u0131 i\u00e7 i\u00e7e bilirim.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Bir tekne her zaman d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcncelidir.<br>Bizimle demirledi gece.<br>Karaya \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131 tayfalar\u0131m uykulu.<br>Pruvamda \u00e7ok acayip bir y\u0131ld\u0131z<br>Konmak istercesine gider gelir,<br>Sular\u0131 budanm\u0131\u015f bir yolculu\u011fu<br>S\u00fcrd\u00fcrmek isterdi kendince.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Kara yak\u0131nd\u0131 \u00f6nce, \u00f6da\u011fac\u0131<br>Kokusu sarm\u0131\u015ft\u0131 geceyi.<br>Ve bir ku\u015f ba\u011f\u0131rd\u0131 \u00e7a\u011f\u0131rd\u0131 tepemde,<br>Fosforlu sesi kabar\u0131k ve \u0131ss\u0131z.<br>Lale rengindeydi \u015fim\u015fe\u011fin dal\u0131,<br>Ve g\u00fcneydo\u011funun yang\u0131n\u0131 pembe<br>Nak\u0131\u015fl\u0131 bir \u00e7anak gibiydi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Unutmak istemiyorum bunlar\u0131,<br>G\u00f6\u011f\u00fcn damarlar\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6rd\u00fcm,<br>F\u0131rt\u0131na k\u0131r\u0131n\u0131n yaban ke\u00e7isini,<br>Ko\u015far k\u00fcpe\u015fteme sa\u00e7s\u0131z sakals\u0131z\u2026<br>A\u011fa\u00e7 gibi y\u0131rt\u0131lan karanl\u0131\u011f\u0131,<br>Koca kulakl\u0131 lodosu, o fili,<br>Ah yay bi\u00e7imdeydi \u00f6l\u00fcm.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Yaln\u0131zl\u0131kt\u0131r denizin tek yasas\u0131,<br>A\u015fk\u0131n alt\u0131n yasas\u0131d\u0131r o.<br>Bir g\u00fcn kum uayn\u0131r, ay g\u0131c\u0131rdarsa<br>\u00c7al\u0131n\u0131rsa bir g\u00fcn g\u00f6m\u00fck kap\u0131m\u0131z<br>Kalamazs\u0131n sabaha inen suda,<br>Kalk k\u00fcrek, yola d\u00fc\u015fmenin s\u0131ras\u0131<br>A\u015fk\u0131n alt\u0131n yasas\u0131d\u0131r o.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>K\u00fck\u00fcrt rengindeki a\u011fz\u0131 gecenin<br>\u00dcf\u00fcrd\u00fc huysuz karanl\u0131kta<br>Sintineme d\u00fc\u015f\u00e7\u00fcl bir ate\u015fb\u00f6ce\u011fi<br>K\u00f6m\u00fcrd\u00fcm, tahtayd\u0131m, kurumu\u015f an\u0131z,<br>O b\u00f6cek oldu yang\u0131m\u0131 teknemin,<br>anlad\u0131m ku\u015fun, y\u0131ld\u0131z\u0131n gizini,<br>Ba\u015flad\u0131m usuldan yanmaya.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>S\u00f6nd\u00fcremezdi kimse bu ate\u015fi,<br>K\u0131y\u0131dan kesilmi\u015f sularda,<br>Kara hem yak\u0131nd\u0131 \u015fimdi, hem \u00e7ok uzak<br>Bir yanyanayd\u0131m onunla, bir yaln\u0131z.<br>Devirdim b\u00fct\u00fcn y\u00fcklediklerimi<br>Ve demiri uykuda b\u0131rakarak<br>Bindirdim eskil kayalara.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Par\u00e7alan\u0131yordum kimse bilmeden,<br>Ate\u015ftim cevizin i\u00e7inde,<br>Ve bir gece i\u00e7inde bilmeden \u00f6ld\u00fcm.<br>Ey gece, nereden yol bulaca\u011f\u0131z,<br>ey yaral\u0131 g\u00f6\u011fs\u00fcme d\u00fc\u015fen yelken,<br>Ya sen k\u00fcrek, solmu\u015f r\u00fczgar g\u00fcl\u00fcm,<br>Ya sen ne diyeceksin, s\u00f6yle!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Deniz durdu, mumyas\u0131 y\u0131ld\u0131zlar\u0131n<br>Erir g\u00fcn g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015f kayal\u0131kta,<br>Ve y\u00fcr\u00fcd\u00fc sabah, denizin ine\u011fi.<br>\u00d6l\u00fcnce ne yapsak sabah oluruz\u2026<br>Ah kara yak\u0131nd\u0131 ve darmada\u011f\u0131n<br>Ku\u015flar\u0131 durmu\u015f zaman kadar eski,<br>Ta\u015flar\u0131 h\u00fcz\u00fcn olan kara.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Kopmu\u015f uykunun iskeletiyim ben,<br>Art\u0131k yelin g\u00f6\u011fs\u00fc olamam.<br>G\u00f6rd\u00fcn m\u00fc \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcn g\u00f6z\u00fcndeki mor rengi,<br>S\u00f6yle, \u00f6l\u00fcp dirilen Tanr\u0131, Temmuz,<br>Ay yapraklar\u0131n\u0131n indi\u011fi bu dam,<br>Eski d\u00fc\u015fleri ta\u015f\u0131r m\u0131 yeniden,<br>Koca kar\u0131nl\u0131 ku\u015flar gibi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Bir yanda par\u00e7alanm\u0131\u015f teknem durur,<br>Sert t\u00fct\u00fcn\u00fcyle g\u00fcn bir yanda.<br>Kara yak\u0131nd\u0131 \u00f6nce, hem \u00e7ok yak\u0131nd\u0131,<br>Elimi uzatsam tutard\u0131 ama<br>Yaln\u0131zl\u0131kt\u0131r denizin tek yasas\u0131,<br>B\u00fct\u00fcn \u00f6l\u00fcler unutulur,<br>Ya\u015fayanlar kal\u0131r tek ba\u015flar\u0131na.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Ak\u015famleyin kaptan, birka\u00e7 gemici<br>Gelip dizildiler k\u0131y\u0131ya.<br>Tutunacak bir tekne arar gibiydi<br>Aya\u011f\u0131 kayan meltem ve cigara<br>\u0130\u00e7erek konu\u015ftular gizli gizli,<br>Bense dalg\u0131n bak\u0131yordum, bo\u015funa<br>Kopar\u0131lm\u0131\u015f s\u00fcsendim sanki.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u00c7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131lar bir hafta, A\u011fustosun<br>Alt\u0131s\u0131nda b\u00fct\u00fcn i\u015f bitti.<br>Kesik ba\u015f \u00e7apa, iplerim, k\u00fcreklerim<br>Kumsalda \u015fa\u015fk\u0131n bir y\u0131\u011f\u0131nd\u0131r \u015fimdi.<br>T\u00fcter el ayak, t\u00fcter \u0131slak odun,<br>Denizin uzaklardan getirdi\u011fi<br>Yabanc\u0131, anlams\u0131z bir \u015feyim.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<div class=\"tmnf_excerpt\"><p>Melih Cevdet Anday\u2019\u0131n Teknenin \u00d6l\u00fcm\u00fc \u015fiiri, yaln\u0131zca bir teknenin sonunu anlatmaz; insan\u0131n varolu\u015fla, zamanla ve \u00f6l\u00fcmle kurdu\u011fu kadim ili\u015fkiyi de sorgular. Deniz burada bir mek\u00e2ndan \u00e7ok haf\u0131zad\u0131r; tekne ise s\u00fcr\u00fcklenen, arayan, yorulan ve sonunda par\u00e7alanan insan ruhu. Anday\u2019\u0131n yo\u011fun imgelerle \u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fc bu uzun \u015fiir, okuru bir yolculu\u011fa \u00e7\u0131kar\u0131rken k\u0131y\u0131 ile sonsuzluk, ya\u015fam ile \u00f6l\u00fcm aras\u0131nda &hellip;<\/p>\n<\/div>","protected":false},"author":8,"featured_media":8415,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_eb_attr":"","footnotes":""},"categories":[80],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-8414","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-siir"],"rttpg_featured_image_url":{"full":["https:\/\/yazinulkesi.com.tr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/05\/melih-cevdet-anday-depophotos-2308175.jpg",1280,720,false],"landscape":["https:\/\/yazinulkesi.com.tr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/05\/melih-cevdet-anday-depophotos-2308175.jpg",1280,720,false],"portraits":["https:\/\/yazinulkesi.com.tr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/05\/melih-cevdet-anday-depophotos-2308175.jpg",1280,720,false],"thumbnail":["https:\/\/yazinulkesi.com.tr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/05\/melih-cevdet-anday-depophotos-2308175-150x84.jpg",150,84,true],"medium":["https:\/\/yazinulkesi.com.tr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/05\/melih-cevdet-anday-depophotos-2308175-300x169.jpg",300,169,true],"large":["https:\/\/yazinulkesi.com.tr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/05\/melih-cevdet-anday-depophotos-2308175-1024x576.jpg",1024,576,true],"1536x1536":["https:\/\/yazinulkesi.com.tr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/05\/melih-cevdet-anday-depophotos-2308175.jpg",1280,720,false],"2048x2048":["https:\/\/yazinulkesi.com.tr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/05\/melih-cevdet-anday-depophotos-2308175.jpg",1280,720,false],"codate_slider":["https:\/\/yazinulkesi.com.tr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/05\/melih-cevdet-anday-depophotos-2308175.jpg",1280,720,false],"codate_item":["https:\/\/yazinulkesi.com.tr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/05\/melih-cevdet-anday-depophotos-2308175-550x350.jpg",550,350,true],"codate_item_vetical":["https:\/\/yazinulkesi.com.tr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/05\/melih-cevdet-anday-depophotos-2308175-500x720.jpg",500,720,true],"codate_item_masonry":["https:\/\/yazinulkesi.com.tr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/05\/melih-cevdet-anday-depophotos-2308175-550x309.jpg",550,309,true],"codate_blog":["https:\/\/yazinulkesi.com.tr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/05\/melih-cevdet-anday-depophotos-2308175-417x340.jpg",417,340,true],"codate_single":["https:\/\/yazinulkesi.com.tr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/05\/melih-cevdet-anday-depophotos-2308175-852x500.jpg",852,500,true],"codate_tabs":["https:\/\/yazinulkesi.com.tr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/05\/melih-cevdet-anday-depophotos-2308175-90x90.jpg",90,90,true]},"rttpg_author":{"display_name":"Burak \u00c7elik","author_link":"https:\/\/yazinulkesi.com.tr\/author\/editorburak"},"rttpg_comment":0,"rttpg_category":"<a href=\"https:\/\/yazinulkesi.com.tr\/?cat=80\" rel=\"category\">Buras\u0131 Bir \u015eiir<\/a>","rttpg_excerpt":"Melih Cevdet Anday\u2019\u0131n Teknenin \u00d6l\u00fcm\u00fc \u015fiiri, yaln\u0131zca bir teknenin sonunu anlatmaz; insan\u0131n varolu\u015fla, zamanla ve \u00f6l\u00fcmle kurdu\u011fu kadim ili\u015fkiyi de sorgular. Deniz burada bir mek\u00e2ndan \u00e7ok haf\u0131zad\u0131r; tekne ise s\u00fcr\u00fcklenen, arayan, yorulan ve sonunda par\u00e7alanan insan ruhu. Anday\u2019\u0131n yo\u011fun imgelerle \u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fc bu uzun \u015fiir, okuru bir yolculu\u011fa \u00e7\u0131kar\u0131rken k\u0131y\u0131 ile sonsuzluk, ya\u015fam ile \u00f6l\u00fcm aras\u0131nda&hellip;","_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/yazinulkesi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/8414","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/yazinulkesi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/yazinulkesi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/yazinulkesi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/8"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/yazinulkesi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=8414"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/yazinulkesi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/8414\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":8416,"href":"https:\/\/yazinulkesi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/8414\/revisions\/8416"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/yazinulkesi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/8415"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/yazinulkesi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=8414"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/yazinulkesi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=8414"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/yazinulkesi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=8414"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}