Baz\u0131 \u015fiirler bir hik\u00e2ye anlatmaz; insan\u0131n i\u00e7ine yerle\u015fmi\u015f eski bir s\u00fcrg\u00fcn\u00fc konu\u015fur. Bu \u015fiirde de \u00e7ar\u015f\u0131lar\u0131n kalabal\u0131\u011f\u0131, develer, testiler, minareler ve geceleri yak\u0131lan ate\u015fler aras\u0131nda dola\u015fan bir ruh var. \u0130nsanlar\u0131n aras\u0131ndan ge\u00e7iyor ama hi\u00e7bir yere ait olam\u0131yor. Ya\u015fad\u0131klar\u0131yla de\u011fil, anla\u015f\u0131lmay\u0131\u015f\u0131yla yaralan\u0131yor. \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc bazen insan\u0131 \u00f6ld\u00fcren \u015fey yaln\u0131zl\u0131k de\u011fil; kalabal\u0131\u011f\u0131n onu hi\u00e7 tan\u0131mam\u0131\u015f olmas\u0131d\u0131r.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
neden \u00f6ld\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm\u00fc anlamayacaklar, \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc g\u00fcne\u015fler do\u011far \u00e7ar\u015f\u0131lar \u00fczerine,
getirip develerini y\u0131km\u0131\u015flar, g\u00fcm\u00fc\u015f \u00e7ad\u0131rlar\u0131n\u0131 kurmu\u015flar, zencefil sat\u0131yorlar hatta,
ate\u015f yak\u0131yorlar geceleri, bazan namaz k\u0131l\u0131yorlar, sevi\u015fiyorlar bo\u015f vakitlerinde;
\u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc \u00f6ld\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm\u00fc anlamayacaklar neden, b\u00fcy\u00fcse bile mezar\u0131mdan ormanlar;
ama kur\u2019an okuyacaklar, \u015ferbet da\u011f\u0131tacaklar ve terleyecekler ara s\u0131ra,
\u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc beni bilmemi\u015flerdi zaten ve zencefil satacaklar,
ve durmadan, ama durmadan \u00e7o\u011falacaklar.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
kuyular\u0131n yan\u0131ndan ge\u00e7erdik, esmer k\u00f6yler b\u0131rak\u0131rd\u0131k gerimizde ve atlar;
ipekli toplard\u0131k unuttum \u015fimdi nerelerden, kokular, ya\u011flar, biraz yorgunluk;
gece oldu mu uyurlard\u0131, kar\u0131lar\u0131 vard\u0131 baz\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131n; bir testiye dokunurdum elimle,
\u00f6ylece sabah\u0131 bulurdum, sonra g\u00fcne\u015fler do\u011fard\u0131 \u00e7ar\u015f\u0131lar \u00fczerine;
b\u0131rak\u0131p gidemezdim o tenteleri, nereye gitsem gelirlerdi arkamdan,
nereye gitsem susamak vard\u0131, pi\u015fmanl\u0131k vard\u0131, o testiyi \u00f6zlerdim belki;
belki yata\u011f\u0131m\u0131 arard\u0131m, tabanlar\u0131m \u00e7atlard\u0131 kumdan, s\u0131cak \u00fc\u015f\u00fct\u00fcrd\u00fc beni;
hi\u00e7 bilmeseydim testileri, yataklar\u0131, develeri, \u00e7ekip giderdim gelmemeye,
o en eski yaln\u0131zl\u0131\u011f\u0131m \u00e7ekip gitmi\u015f, gelmez art\u0131k, nedendir anlamad\u0131m,
kendi \u00fclkeme y\u0131ld\u0131zlar de\u011fmez, sular akmaz, ya\u011fmur i\u015flemez a\u011fa\u00e7lar\u0131ma;
b\u0131rakmaz beni kalabal\u0131k, \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc \u00e7ar\u015f\u0131lardan ge\u00e7tim!
neden \u00f6ld\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm\u00fc anlamayacaklar, do\u011fururken de bilmediler bunu,
minareler g\u00f6sterdiler yaln\u0131z, hep elimden tuttular.
\u00fcstelik \u00fcz\u00fcld\u00fcler benimle, olduk\u00e7a a\u011flad\u0131lar,
kimbilir nerelerden d\u00fc\u015ft\u00fcm, nerelerim kanad\u0131, hi\u00e7 anlamad\u0131lar;
baksam sevi\u015firler \u015fimdi ve sal\u0131ncak kurarlar.
hat\u0131rlamak en b\u00fcy\u00fck d\u00fc\u015fman\u0131d\u0131r yaln\u0131zl\u0131\u011f\u0131n, ucunda ya\u015famak var;
b\u00fct\u00fcn yollar\u0131 denedim ak\u015famlar\u0131 testilere, testilere dokunduk\u00e7a;
g\u00f6lgelere s\u0131\u011f\u0131nd\u0131k\u00e7a g\u00f6rd\u00fcm kuran okuduklar\u0131n\u0131, namaz k\u0131ld\u0131klar\u0131n\u0131,
\u201cg\u00fcn gelir inan\u0131rs\u0131n,\u201d dedi en ya\u015fl\u0131lar\u0131, \u201cya\u015flan\u0131nca g\u00f6r\u00fcr\u00fcm seni.\u201d
sakal\u0131m a\u011farmam\u0131\u015fken \u00f6ld\u00fcm ve \u00f6l\u00fcnce sevindi, zencefil satt\u0131 \u00e7ar\u015f\u0131da;
her \u015feyi unuttum, hi\u00e7 hat\u0131rlamad\u0131m, g\u00fcn geldi hepsi silindi ama
neden \u00f6ld\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm\u00fc anlamad\u0131lar, \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc g\u00fcne\u015fler do\u011fdu \u00e7ar\u015f\u0131lar \u00fczerine,
uzaklardan bir deniz b\u00fcy\u00fcd\u00fc uykular\u0131na, elleri kar\u0131lar\u0131na de\u011fdi,
\u00e7ocuklar\u0131 a\u011flad\u0131 birden, kum tanecikleri b\u00fcy\u00fcd\u00fc, g\u00f6zlerine ka\u00e7t\u0131 \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc;
birer birer uyand\u0131lar gecikmi\u015f bir alevle \u0131\u015f\u0131y\u0131nca sokaklar.
zencefillerini \u00e7\u0131kar\u0131p eskitilmi\u015f bir \u00e7ar\u015f\u0131ya ba\u015flad\u0131lar.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Baz\u0131 \u015fiirler bir hik\u00e2ye anlatmaz; insan\u0131n i\u00e7ine yerle\u015fmi\u015f eski bir s\u00fcrg\u00fcn\u00fc konu\u015fur. Bu \u015fiirde de \u00e7ar\u015f\u0131lar\u0131n kalabal\u0131\u011f\u0131, develer, testiler, minareler ve geceleri yak\u0131lan ate\u015fler aras\u0131nda dola\u015fan bir ruh var. \u0130nsanlar\u0131n aras\u0131ndan ge\u00e7iyor ama hi\u00e7bir yere ait olam\u0131yor. Ya\u015fad\u0131klar\u0131yla de\u011fil, anla\u015f\u0131lmay\u0131\u015f\u0131yla yaralan\u0131yor. \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc bazen insan\u0131 \u00f6ld\u00fcren \u015fey yaln\u0131zl\u0131k de\u011fil; kalabal\u0131\u011f\u0131n onu hi\u00e7 tan\u0131mam\u0131\u015f olmas\u0131d\u0131r. neden \u00f6ld\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm\u00fc …<\/p>\n<\/div>","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":8359,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_eb_attr":"","footnotes":""},"categories":[80],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-8352","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-siir"],"rttpg_featured_image_url":{"full":["https:\/\/yazinulkesi.com.tr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/05\/ulku-tamer2.png",1563,1250,false],"landscape":["https:\/\/yazinulkesi.com.tr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/05\/ulku-tamer2.png",1563,1250,false],"portraits":["https:\/\/yazinulkesi.com.tr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/05\/ulku-tamer2.png",1563,1250,false],"thumbnail":["https:\/\/yazinulkesi.com.tr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/05\/ulku-tamer2-150x120.png",150,120,true],"medium":["https:\/\/yazinulkesi.com.tr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/05\/ulku-tamer2-300x240.png",300,240,true],"large":["https:\/\/yazinulkesi.com.tr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/05\/ulku-tamer2-1024x819.png",1024,819,true],"1536x1536":["https:\/\/yazinulkesi.com.tr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/05\/ulku-tamer2-1536x1228.png",1536,1228,true],"2048x2048":["https:\/\/yazinulkesi.com.tr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/05\/ulku-tamer2.png",1563,1250,false],"codate_slider":["https:\/\/yazinulkesi.com.tr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/05\/ulku-tamer2-1563x1000.png",1563,1000,true],"codate_item":["https:\/\/yazinulkesi.com.tr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/05\/ulku-tamer2-550x350.png",550,350,true],"codate_item_vetical":["https:\/\/yazinulkesi.com.tr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/05\/ulku-tamer2-500x800.png",500,800,true],"codate_item_masonry":["https:\/\/yazinulkesi.com.tr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/05\/ulku-tamer2-550x440.png",550,440,true],"codate_blog":["https:\/\/yazinulkesi.com.tr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/05\/ulku-tamer2-417x340.png",417,340,true],"codate_single":["https:\/\/yazinulkesi.com.tr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/05\/ulku-tamer2-852x500.png",852,500,true],"codate_tabs":["https:\/\/yazinulkesi.com.tr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/05\/ulku-tamer2-90x90.png",90,90,true]},"rttpg_author":{"display_name":"marascol.adm21@gmail.com","author_link":"https:\/\/yazinulkesi.com.tr\/author\/marascol-adm21gmail-com"},"rttpg_comment":0,"rttpg_category":"Buras\u0131 Bir \u015eiir<\/a>","rttpg_excerpt":"Baz\u0131 \u015fiirler bir hik\u00e2ye anlatmaz; insan\u0131n i\u00e7ine yerle\u015fmi\u015f eski bir s\u00fcrg\u00fcn\u00fc konu\u015fur. Bu \u015fiirde de \u00e7ar\u015f\u0131lar\u0131n kalabal\u0131\u011f\u0131, develer, testiler, minareler ve geceleri yak\u0131lan ate\u015fler aras\u0131nda dola\u015fan bir ruh var. \u0130nsanlar\u0131n aras\u0131ndan ge\u00e7iyor ama hi\u00e7bir yere ait olam\u0131yor. Ya\u015fad\u0131klar\u0131yla de\u011fil, anla\u015f\u0131lmay\u0131\u015f\u0131yla yaralan\u0131yor. \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc bazen insan\u0131 \u00f6ld\u00fcren \u015fey yaln\u0131zl\u0131k de\u011fil; kalabal\u0131\u011f\u0131n onu hi\u00e7 tan\u0131mam\u0131\u015f olmas\u0131d\u0131r. neden \u00f6ld\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm\u00fc…","_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/yazinulkesi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/8352","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/yazinulkesi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/yazinulkesi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/yazinulkesi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/yazinulkesi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=8352"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/yazinulkesi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/8352\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":8353,"href":"https:\/\/yazinulkesi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/8352\/revisions\/8353"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/yazinulkesi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/8359"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/yazinulkesi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=8352"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/yazinulkesi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=8352"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/yazinulkesi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=8352"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}