Bir gece, memur \u0130van Dimitri\u00e7 \u00c7erviakov, ikinci s\u0131ra koltuklardan birine oturmu\u015f, d\u00fcrb\u00fcnle \u201cKornevil \u00c7anlar\u0131\u201dn\u0131 seyrediyordu. \u00c7erviakov seyrediyor, mutlulu\u011fun en y\u00fck seklerine ula\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 duyuyordu. Derken birdenbire\u2026 Hik\u00e2yelerde bu \u201cderken birdenbire\u201dlere s\u0131k s\u0131k rastlan\u0131r. Yazarlar\u0131n haklar\u0131 var. Hayat beklenmedik \u015feylerle o kadar dolu ki\u2026 Derken birdenbire y\u00fcz\u00fc buru\u015ftu. G\u00f6zleri kayd\u0131, solu\u011fu kesildi. D\u00fcrb\u00fcn\u00fc g\u00f6z\u00fcnden ay\u0131rd\u0131, e\u011fildi ve \u201cHap\u015fuuu!..\u201d diye. G\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn\u00fcz gibi aks\u0131r\u0131k, hi\u00e7bir yerde, hi\u00e7 kimseye yasak edilmemi\u015ftir. K\u00f6yl\u00fcler de aks\u0131r\u0131r, emniyet amirleri de aks\u0131r\u0131r hatta bazen m\u00fc\u015favirlerin bile aks\u0131rd\u0131\u011f\u0131 olur. Herkes aks\u0131r\u0131r. \u00c7erviakov hi\u00e7 de bozulmad\u0131, mendili ile a\u011fz\u0131n\u0131 burnunu sildi, nazik bir insan gibi kimseyi rahat s\u0131z edip etmedi\u011fini anlamak i\u00e7in etraf\u0131na bak\u0131nd\u0131. Ve derh\u00e2l mahcup olmak zorunda kald\u0131. \u00d6n\u00fcnde, birinci s\u0131ra koltuklardan birinde oturmakta olan ya\u015fl\u0131 bir zat\u0131n, dazlak kafas\u0131n\u0131, ensesini eldiveni ile dikkatle silmekte oldu\u011funu g\u00f6rd\u00fc. Adam\u0131n belli belirsiz bir \u015feyler m\u0131r\u0131ldand\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 duydu. \u00c7erviakov, ihtiyar\u0131n ula\u015ft\u0131rma bakanl\u0131\u011f\u0131nda \u00e7al\u0131\u015fan sivil generallerden Brizjalov oldu\u011funu tan\u0131makta gecikmedi:<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201cAdam\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcn\u00fc ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 berbat ettim\u201d diye d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc. Ger\u00e7i benim amirim de\u011fil, yabanc\u0131 ama ne de olsa ho\u015f bir \u015fey de\u011fil. \u00d6z\u00fcr dilemeliyim.\u201d
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\u00c7erviakov, \u00f6ks\u00fcrd\u00fc, g\u00f6vdesini biraz ileri do\u011fru verdi, generalin kula\u011f\u0131na: \u201cAf buyurun efendimiz,\u201d diye f\u0131s\u0131ldad\u0131, \u201c\u00fcst\u00fcn\u00fcz\u00fc ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131z\u0131 berbat ettim. \u0130stemeyerek oldu.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201cZarar\u0131 yok, zarar\u0131 yok.\u201d
\u201cAllah r\u0131zas\u0131 i\u00e7in af buyurun ama ben b\u00f6yle olmas\u0131n\u0131 istemezdim.\u201d
\u201cFakat oturunuz rica ederim. B\u0131rak\u0131n da dinleyeyim.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u00c7erviakov utand\u0131, al\u0131k al\u0131k s\u0131r\u0131tt\u0131, sahneye bakmaya ba\u015flad\u0131. Tiyatroyu seyrediyor ama zevk duymuyordu. \u0130\u00e7ini bir kurt kemirmeye ba\u015flam\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Perde aras\u0131nda Brizjalov\u2019a yakla\u015ft\u0131, yan\u0131 ba\u015f\u0131ndan y\u00fcr\u00fcd\u00fc, \u00fcrkekli\u011fini yenerek m\u0131r\u0131ldand\u0131:<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201cEfendimiz, \u00fcst\u00fcn\u00fcz\u00fc ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131z\u0131 berbat ettim. Af buyurun. H\u00e2lbuki ben hi\u00e7 de b\u00f6yle olmas\u0131n\u0131 istemiyordum.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
General: \u201cYeter art\u0131k can\u0131m, ben onu unutmu\u015ftum bile, h\u00e2lbu ki siz boyuna tekrarlay\u0131p duruyorsunuz,\u201d diye s\u00f6ylendi. Alt duda\u011f\u0131n\u0131 da h\u0131zl\u0131 h\u0131zl\u0131 oynatmaya ba\u015flad\u0131. \u00c7erviakov, \u015f\u00fcpheli \u015f\u00fcpheli generale bakarak, \u201cUnutmu\u015f ama g\u00f6zleri hain hain bak\u0131yor, konu\u015fmak bile istemiyor,\u201d diye d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc. \u201cBunun bir tabiat kanunu oldu\u011funu kendisine anlatmal\u0131 idim. Yoksa herif t\u00fck\u00fcrmek istedi\u011fimi sanabilir. \u015eimdi sanmasa bile sonra sanabilir.\u201d \u00c7erviakov evine gelince etti\u011fi kabal\u0131\u011f\u0131 kar\u0131s\u0131na anlatt\u0131. Kar\u0131s\u0131, g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fc\u015fe g\u00f6re olup biteni pek de umursamad\u0131. Yaln\u0131z korktu ama Brizjalov\u2019un bir \u201cyabanc\u0131\u201d oldu\u011funu \u00f6\u011frenince rahat bir nefes ald\u0131: \u201cNeyse sen yine gidip ondan \u00f6z\u00fcr dile,\u201d dedi. \u201cSosyete hayat\u0131nda nas\u0131l hareket edilece\u011fini bilmedi\u011fini sanabilir.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201cB\u00fct\u00fcn mesele i\u015fte burada ya\u2026 Ben \u00f6z\u00fcr diledim ama o biraz tuhaf davrand\u0131. Akla yak\u0131n bir tek s\u00f6z s\u00f6ylemedi. Ho\u015f, konu\u015fmaya da vakti yoktu ya.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ertesi g\u00fcn \u00c7erviakov yeni \u00fcniformas\u0131n\u0131 giydi, t\u0131ra\u015f oldu, meseleyi Brizjalov\u2019a anlatmaya gitti. Brizjalov\u2019un bekleme odas\u0131na girince orada bir\u00e7ok ricac\u0131n\u0131n dertlerini dinlemeye ba\u015flam\u0131\u015f olan Brizjalov\u2019u g\u00f6rd\u00fc. General birka\u00e7 ricac\u0131n\u0131n derdini dinledikten sonra g\u00f6zlerini \u00c7erviakov\u2019a kald\u0131rd\u0131. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Memur: \u201cD\u00fcn gece Arkadi\u2019de,\u201d diye anlatmaya ba\u015flad\u0131, \u201ce\u011fer hat\u0131rlarsan\u0131z efendimiz, aks\u0131rm\u0131\u015f ve istemeyerek \u00fcst\u00fcn\u00fcz\u00fc ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131z\u0131 berbat etmi\u015ftim. Af\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Sivil general, \u201cNe sa\u00e7ma \u015fey\u2026 Aman ya Rabbi,\u201d diye m\u0131r\u0131ldand\u0131 ve bir ba\u015fka ziyaret\u00e7iye d\u00f6nerek, \u201cSiz ne istiyorsunuz?\u201d diye sordu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u00c7erviakov sarararak, \u201cKonu\u015fmak istemiyor.\u201d diye d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc. \u201cDemek ki k\u0131z\u0131yor. Hay\u0131r, bunu b\u00f6yle b\u0131rakmamal\u0131y\u0131m. Ona anlatmal\u0131y\u0131m.\u201d Sivil general, son ricac\u0131 ile konu\u015fmas\u0131n\u0131 bitirip \u00e7al\u0131\u015fma odas\u0131na y\u00fcr\u00fcy\u00fcnce \u00c7erviakov da arkas\u0131ndan y\u00fcr\u00fcd\u00fc.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201cEfendimiz,\u201d diye m\u0131r\u0131ldand\u0131, efendimizi rahats\u0131z etmek cesaretinde bulunuyorsam bu sadece i\u00e7imdeki pi\u015fmanl\u0131k duygusundan ileri geliyor. Siz de bilirsiniz ki efendimiz, isteyerek yapmad\u0131m.\u201d
Sivil general, a\u011flamakl\u0131 surat\u0131n\u0131 ast\u0131, elini sallayarak: \u201cFakat efendim siz benimle d\u00fcped\u00fcz alay ediyorsunuz\u201d dedi, kap\u0131n\u0131n arkas\u0131nda kayboldu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u00c7erviakov evine giderken \u015f\u00f6yle d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc: \u201cBunda hi\u00e7 bir alay yok. Bir t\u00fcrl\u00fc anlayam\u0131yor, bir de general olacak. \u00d6yle ise art\u0131k ben de bu palavrac\u0131dan af maf dilemem. Can\u0131 cehenneme. Ona bir mektup yazar\u0131m ama bir daha gelmem, vallahi gelmem.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u00c7evriakov evine giderken b\u00f6yle d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcyordu. Generale mektup yazmad\u0131. D\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc ta\u015f\u0131nd\u0131 ama bu mektubu bir t\u00fcrl\u00fc toparlay\u0131p yazamad\u0131. Ertesi g\u00fcn kendisinin gidip i\u015fi anlatmas\u0131 laz\u0131m geldi\u011fine karar verdi. General sorgu dolu g\u00f6zlerini ona dikti\u011fi zaman \u00c7erviakov: \u201cD\u00fcn efendimizi, buyurdu\u011funuz gibi alay etmek i\u00e7in rahats\u0131z etmeye gelmemi\u015ftim. Aks\u0131r\u0131rken \u00fcst\u00fcn\u00fcz\u00fc ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131z\u0131 berbat etti\u011fim i\u00e7in \u00f6z\u00fcr dilemeye gelmi\u015ftim. Alay etmek benim ne haddime? Bizler alay etmeye kalkarsak o zaman, efendime s\u00f6yleyim, insanlara sayg\u0131 kal\u0131r m\u0131?\u201d Mosmor kesilen, tir tir titreyen general, birdenbire, \u201cDefol,\u201d diye ba\u011f\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Deh\u015fetinden kire\u00e7 gibi olan \u00c7erviakov, bir f\u0131s\u0131lt\u0131 halinde, \u201cNe buyurdunuz?\u201d diye sordu. General ayaklar\u0131n\u0131 yere vurarak, \u201cDefol,\u201d diye tekrarlad\u0131. \u00c7erviakov\u2019un i\u00e7inde bir \u015feyler koptu. Hi\u00e7bir \u015fey d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnemeden \u015fa\u015fk\u0131n ve \u00fczg\u00fcn bi\u00e7imde, geri geri kap\u0131ya do\u011fru gitti, soka\u011fa \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131, y\u00fcr\u00fcd\u00fc. Bir makine gibi evine gelince \u00fcniformas\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7\u0131karmadan kanepeye uzand\u0131 ve \u00f6ld\u00fc.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Anton \u00c7ehov\u2019dan Se\u00e7me Hik\u00e2yeler, \u00c7eviri: \u015eaban \u00d6z\u00fcdo\u011fru, MEB Yay\u0131nlar\u0131, 2009<\/p>\n\n\n\n
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